theory exam

deng, theory exam on tomorrow morning, and i haven't memorize all the Italian terms yet. i can't even remember any of them. damn it. wish me luck for tomorrow morning laa. my day will be better with wishes, i guess. hahah :P

talk about today, was suppose to wake up at 7 and walk together with mok to school. but damn the alarm wasn't working, i woke up at 8. luckily mok didn't come to my house and she went to school at around 20 minutes before 8 am. i thought i was freaking late as i didn't know the actual time for the match. oh i forgot to mention, our school was having 3 on 3 basketball match. i didn't manage to join but since a friend of mine couldn't play so i replaced her. damn its been a very long time i didn't play a match, or even practise one. i felt so uncomfortable, period cramp. and i was wearing a white shorts. yeah, WHITE shorts. we won two rounds and we were in for the semi final round. but we lost and didn't got into finals. deng. skipped mandarin tuition, stayed there and watched the finals. i didn't eat anything before my lunch except for a cup of neslo ice from kopitiam. i had my lunch at 3 something. but i did NOT lose any weights. lol. i gain TWO kg after CNY. TWO kilogram man. im gonna follow mommy for yoga.

daddy didn't allow me for a dog yet. i wrote a letter last night, but i haven't give it to him yet. i didn't want to talk about this straight to him because im afraid, afraid that i will cry and can hardly speak, then i will get nothing in the end. so the best way for me is to write a letter. i cried when i was writing it, i dont know why. everything i think of this surely i cry, without reason. i hope the letter helps. :)

off for theory revision. xoxo !